About ~ Lulu

~ SORROW ~ The man I've been dreaming of is none other than an imaginary man, I've been wrong to judge him, I think he's a nice man of ethics and courtesy it's the same as any other man, why am I so stupid and blind that I've gone so far in this relationship, I should know from the beginning and realize that I have been wrong for choosing a man for my life companion, now my life is like on the edge of a cliff if I step in it will fall inward but if I turn it all will be futile. I want to end my life because it is too tired this body until no longer able to crawl. What exactly do you want from me ?? Why are you evil to me ?? What is my fault until you do all you want !! is this your true nature? Why do you blow it all up to me, What's the lack of me to you like this, really too !! I give up I backed up I can not defend this, if it keeps on this better you kill me alone, I can not accept it because

Burning Jealousy what should i do !!! can only speak in the heart "keep me away from envy and strengthen my faith in everything, let others speak as they please as long as can make them feel satisfied with what threw to me gladly i will accept it. it is very easy to say a word that can make the situation into a gap trigger cracking a relationship. honestly I am confused by what is in this bond, why every doing something from any angle why always want to try first without thinking about what will happen later, without first seeing the reality in front of the eyes without thinking before deciding what might make people others become disgusted with such unnatural behavior. life will be beautiful when it is contained in the sense of sharing with each other, in the same sense as being encouraged to be strong until the end of the day instead of dropping each other or pitting the sheep. If it is the nature that grew from the moment they were born then it is